I walk on shaky ground

Exhausted, waiting for the soles of my shoes to tear

Allowing the Sharp rock’s jagged edges to slice me open…

The only reminder that I am still human.

My thoughts race, yet my feelings have evaported,

like a lake during a drought.

All I remember is the yelling

The ear piercing screams

But that doesn’t compare to what my heart heard

For when my heart took in it, it stopped pumping blood out.

It stopped feeling.

And I started to run

Not going where to go

But with faith of the North Star to bring me home…

So blind I was, for you were my home,

my love,my sun… My North Star

So I’m stuck to wandering in the darkness

To afraid to call out your name, or maybe to afraid that you won’t come

Until the soles of my shoes tear and the sharp rock’s jagged edges cut my feet

And my blood spurts out

The last reminder that I am still human